I’ve been listening to Live Through This and Exile In Guyville almost nonstop this week. These aren’t things 19 year old dudes usually listen to, but fuck it. Courtney Love and Liz Phair understand me like no other woman has lol.
I’m sure someone will be mad at me for ripping this and posting this, but beautiful music deserves to be heard (even if it’s only on vinyl right now).
Sara Bareilles - Beautiful Girl
Holy. Mother. Of. Fuck.Lady Gaga - Judas (Metal Remix)
An Artistic Summary of How I Feel Right Now (sans Spellcheck!)
I thought about it.
I’ve been the ‘bigger’ and ‘mature’ person these past 17 years, and I have not gotten my way. Since March, I’ve been playing the game as defined by others, I sold my soul but did not let my light in, because I was blocked.
And I allowed my emotions to stay steadfast within me, and never released them.
Now there’s another issue, and with 8 losses in my life playing my ‘mature’ card, I’m more than willing to be immature. I’m done allowing these people to step on me for my kindness. I want to finally be able to release what I actually feel, not how ‘etiquette’ defines my emotions.
I want to be a real boy, but if you keep me on strings, I will forever be a puppet.
Nothing matters I’m a target
Woman v. The Government
robert downey jr’s face was meant to be on cats okay
OH GOD I CAN’T. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.









